In Memoriam: Dave Wolverton

Yesterday I was shocked to find out Dave Wolverton (who published under the name of David Farland) passed away quite suddenly. In many ways, Dave changed the course of a big chunk of my life. I had just finished my mission, and I was back at BYU. One of the courses that caught my eye was ENG 218R: Writing Science Fiction and Fantasy. I’d dabbled in writing off and on, and I’d always thought I’d like to write a book someday, but it was the same way many people talk about it. Something they’d like to do, but never really got around to doing.

I remember sitting in class the first day. Dave came in and introduced himself. He was the author of the Runelords series. That really impressed me right away. Here was an actual, real life author teaching this class. And not just an author, but an author with Tor Books. He led off by telling us all that he’d heard too often too many people say it’s almost impossible to make it as an author.

“I’m here to tell you that’s wrong. You can totally make it, if you keep at it.”

He went through the rest of the semester breaking down just how possible that was. He did a great job not just teaching a topic, but showing how it was actually done in the real world. He talked about how to plot, how to create characters, how to get an agent, how to get published. It wasn’t just the craft, it was the business.

That class really connected with me. I started writing that semester, and I haven’t stopped since.

After that class, I continued to connect with Dave. He encouraged us to go to national sci-fi/fantasy conferences. I went to my first one in Madison, Wisconsin back in 2005, when I went to the World Fantasy Convention. That was a pretty epic conference for me. I flew out to Milwaukee with Isaac Stewart, and we rented a car and drove to Madison, where we met up with Brandon Sanderson and Dave, who were doing a book tour as part of the trip, as I recall. The four of us split a room in Madison, and it was Brandon and Dave who really showed me the ropes of how to navigate a conference. I met my future agent at that conference, and I never would have gone without Dave and Brandon’s encouragement.

Dave continued to be a mentor for me in the years since. He served as a great resource for questions about the business, and I continued to talk to him at conferences right up to FanX this past September, where I chatted with him again briefly. He was only 65, so this all feels very sudden.

He was very active in the sci-fi/fantasy community, and I know he was a good mentor to many, many other authors besides me. He was a real force for good in the field, and I’m very sad to hear he’s gone.

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Back in the Groove

That’s the plan at least. After taking so much “time off,” I’ve really been looking forward to getting back to something resembling normalcy. I’m already super excited for this semester, because I (theoretically) will have so much more time. No teaching. No kitchen remodel.* True, this is Skiing Time, which means Denisa and the kids turn into complete ski bunnies, and I see much less of them, but Ferris and I will be just fine at home, seeing as how I have so much reading to catch up on.

(Not really. I’ve given myself permission to not catch up on anything I missed while I was otherwise occupied last semester. The best way to get nothing new done is to commit to doing all the stuff you were supposed to. It’s like credit card debt. Just let that debt go.)

Of course, there’s the huge question of “Will COVID screw this semester up?” And even though I have yet to ever be right when I’ve made predictions about COVID, I’m still optimistic in a pessimistic sort of way. I fully expect the month of January to be not good at all, in terms of case loads. I think a ton of people will be out sick, and I expect that to likely affect businesses and schools, as there just aren’t enough people to keep the lights on for a while. But after we get through that, I’m hopeful that things look better on the other side.

What will “that” look like, though? Just how big of an effect will Omicron have on hospitalizations and deaths? I’m less rosy on that than many. Looking at the numbers, I expect hospitalizations to go up significantly. Not nearly to the point as caseloads, but still enough to be more than we’ve ever had, just due to the sheer number of cases. For Maine, that will be very not good. We’re already close to breaking, and that’s before things go nuts. I think the overwhelmed health care system will result in side effects that complicate matters, and I really feel bad for my friends in the industry. And for my friends who need medical help for the next few months.

That said, I don’t know that there’s any way to avoid this. I’ve gotten vaccinated and boosted. So has Denisa, and my kids are all double vaxxed. I’m hopeful that means when we get it, it’s not severe. But I’m expecting to get it at this point, and to have it feel somewhere between “nothing” and “bad flu.” We’ll see how that works out for me.

But I’m still hopeful that the semester proceeds more or less as planned, with just some speed bumps along the way.

There’s so much that I want to get back to. Reading. Writing. Baking. Exercise. Eating normal food. Researching random stuff without being under some sort of deadline. Playing Magic. The last four months have consisted of me giving most of that up, and it’s the sort of stuff I look forward to most. It’s nice to be reminded of just how important it is to me, but . . .

No more reminders, okay?

In any case, expect to see me back here each weekday again. We’ll see what I come up with in terms of topics. Oh–and Happy New Year!

*I mean, there’s still some to be done. The sunroom needs to totally be finished. It’s only insulated right now. All the floor in the kitchen needs to be done. More trim has to go up, and the door to the bathroom has to be installed. There will also be painting that needs doing. The counters will come at the beginning of March, and then (because clearly I’m an idiot when it comes to doing the same thing and expecting different results) we’ll be renovating a bathroom in March as well. Going to turn it into a small laundry room and a small bathroom. No big deal. Just completely ripping the room down to studs, switching out all the plumbing and electric, and then insulating it, adding heat (to a place that’s never had it), and painting it. Should be a cakewalk, right? For one thing, I have a separate functional bathroom that we can use, and this bathroom is in such a poor condition now, that no one in the family likes to go in there . . .

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A Very COVID Timeline

Not that we haven’t been open already to the university crowd, but starting Thursday (July 1st), Mantor Library (where I’m the director) will be back open to the public to use, with no phone call or reservation needed. This is the last major step toward “reopening” that I think we’ll take (well, aside from the university lifting its mask mandate at some point.)

In honor of the occasion, I thought it might be interesting to see just what the timeline has been for me over the pandemic. A little waltz down memory lane, to remind myself of how far we’ve come. In some ways, I’ve been trying to resist thinking about all of it. But I think it would be a good activity to review just what happened when. And lucky me, I keep a daily journal (beyond the blog), so reconstructing all of it shouldn’t be too hard . . .

Ready? Deep breath. Here we go.

• January-February 2020–I watch with growing concern as more and more reports of this new disease start to circulate. I remember reading Reddit posts when it was just in China. Someone had supposedly smuggled out a video of Chinese hospitals overwhelmed, contrary to what most reports were claiming. I wasn’t sure how accurate the video was, but it was alarming to say the least. I watched it move from China to Europe and over to the US, though it had yet to actually affect me in any immediate way other than general anxiety.
• March 10, 2020–The first time “coronavirus” appears in my journal. Tomas had a robotics meet in Massachusetts that was cancelled due to it. He was bummed, to say the least. So was I.
• March 11, 2020–The university tells us all students will be in quarantine when they return from spring break, which was slated to run from March 16th-March 20th. I scramble to try and figure out what that’s going to mean for the library.
• March 12, 2020–The university changes course, deciding students will leave for the semester and not come back to campus after spring break. We’ll be switching to remote learning for the rest of the semester, instead. (Also, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints cancels all in-person meetings worldwide. There was a fair bit of scrambling to figure out what that was going to mean for me and my family.)
• March 13, 2020–We find out our school district intends to close for “a couple of weeks” to do some deep-cleaning. (As a side note, this really illustrates how up in a tizzy everyone was about COVID at this point. The disease was almost non-existent in Maine (we were averaging two cases/day). True, that wasn’t nothing, but in all likelihood, there was nothing in the school to deep clean. (Well, not from a COVID viewpoint, at least . . .) Still, things were very upsetting, and we were definitely in the “something must be done, and this is something” mindset. Taking two weeks to figure stuff out made a lot of sense.)
• March 18, 2020–We close the library to everyone. This is my first day of working from home. The library is still staffed with workers to keep the books moving (requests, orders, interlibrary loan, etc.), but the doors are locked to everyone else. I decide to stop trimming my beard until I have to go back to work in person.

Please note the huge gap that now comes in the timeline. About four months of just staying at home, day in, day out. That was . . . unpleasant. One of the worst things was being uncertain when, exactly, it would be over. At first I thought we’d be able to make our planned trip to Disney World over July 4th, no problem. Then that seemed like a 50/50 shot. Then . . .

• July 9, 2020–We break down and buy a dog, even if we won’t be able to pick him up until August. Thus, our “typical American COVID summer” is complete.
• July 15, 2020–In preparation for in-person church coming up (and because I had long since discovered that yes, Virginia, there is a beard length Bryce really doesn’t want to have to deal with), I trim my beard again. There is much rejoicing.
• July 19, 2020–I go back to church in-person for the first time. Meetings are capped at 25 people. We had been doing Zoom church up until then, having switched over a week or two after the in-person meetings shut down. For the next while, we go to church in-person once or twice a month. No singing. Face masks required.
• August 12, 2020–My first day back in the library in-person.
• August 15, 2020–We pick up Ferris and bring him home. Puppy!
• August 17, 2020–The library opens up via keycard to all UMF students, staff, and faculty. The public can call and get curbside checkout of materials, and they can make a request to come into the building for specific reasons. In practice, this meant around 5 people from the public ended up coming in over the next academic year. Each one came to use our microfilm collection, which had to be used in person. I didn’t turn down other requests; I just didn’t get any. Most people seemed reluctant to come to campus for fear of COVID. Most employees thought we had slim chances of having the semester last past the middle of October. The plan is to have the semester run until Thanksgiving, and then be remote after that.
• September 8, 2020–The kids go back to school in person. Tomas is there every Monday and Tuesday (remote the rest of the week). Daniela and MC go in person every other day, and are remote the other days. For Tomas and Daniela, “remote” means “sitting in front of a computer in a Zoom meeting.” For MC, it means “no school.” (Practically speaking. I think she had a few “assignments” every day, but nothing that really took MC longer than a bit to complete.)

Another huge break in the timeline here. In a way, so much happened in these six months. In another way, almost nothing did. Reading over my journal entries for this period is actually kind of traumatic. You can see things deteriorate in a way I just was unable to recognize at the time. Maybe I’ll write more about that at some point, but I’m not up to it right now.

The good news was that the university had its classes as scheduled, and we made it the whole time with that plan. It worked for the next semester as well. The kids’ school also went off without a hitch (more or less). We were doing Zoom church still, though at some point they raised the cap to 50 people. (I forget exactly when.)

• March 20, 2021–Denisa and I get our first vaccine shots.
• March 21, 2021–We have our last Zoom church. The Maine CDC raised its cap on people in a building to a point where anyone who wanted to come to church in person, could come to church. Zoom broadcasts would still be happening, but my family and I would be able to go in person each week. (Still masked, still socially distanced in the building, still no singing.)
• March 28, 2021–We had our first “no cap” in-person church. About 75 people showed up, more people than I’d been around in a good long while.
• April 16, 2021–Denisa and I get our second shot. Two weeks until we’re “fully vaccinated”!
• May 10, 2021–With the semester over, the library “opens” to the public. People can now come for any reason, though they do have to make an appointment ahead of time to come. Masks are still required.
• May 9, 2021–Our trip to Puerto Rico, which really represented the end of the pandemic for us in many ways. Things began to feel more and more normal.
• May 30, 2021–Mask mandate is now lifted for church. Singing resumes, as well as in-person second hour meetings.
• July 1, 2021–The library doors go back to being unlocked to everyone (during our open hours). In preparation for this, the furniture returns to its normal positions throughout the building. (Thanks, Facilities!) The library feels like it’s largely back to normal as well, even though masks are still required. (And there’s no sign of that being done away with any time soon at the moment.)

This list is in no way comprehensive. There are definitely some events I’ve left out, but it gives a good general overview of the arc of this whole thing. It’s a good reminder that even in world-changing events, a family still finds its equilibrium and hammers out a new normal. Looking back on it all, I’m impressed we managed to do as much as we did. I finished the final draft of one book (coming out in a bit more than a month!) and the first draft of another, then did two more drafts of that book to get it ready for my editor to see. The kids came through everything with all A’s in school, even. Incredibly proud of the whole family for banding together and barreling through.

Here’s hoping the next while sees more bright days ahead. It’s going to take some time to get over all of this. Right now, I feel like I think I’m back to normal, but every now and then I’m reminded of just how abnormal things were, and how “normal” now is really just a codeword for “better than things were a year ago.”

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How Old is Your Longest Friendship?

I was talking to my kids the other day, and the topic of friendship came up. Specifically how long we stay friends with people we’ve known for a while. When they found out how few of my friends from school are still active people in my life, they were surprised and disappointed. That makes sense: we’ve lived their whole lives in the same place, and so for them, many of their friends feel almost as longterm as family. I, on the other hand, moved around a lot as a kid, not staying more than a couple of years in any place until junior high.

Looking at my current friendships, I am still in contact with a couple of people from middle school. I still communicate a couple of times a month with some friends from high school. I do have one high school friend who I get together with frequently (virtually, typically, since he’s in Philly and I’m in Maine). And then friendships from then on get a bit more steady. But when I think back on all the friends I’ve had, and I think about how few of them play an active part in my life today, I suppose it could get discouraging. I remember being so close with them back in the day, and now . . . we’re just not.

Of course, I’ve also lived a lot since then, and I’ve seen (personally, at least) that people change and circumstances change, and it’s just not realistic to think I’ll still be such great friends with everyone I’ve ever been great friends. I came across this post from Kottke, which talks about how many friends people can actually maintain. In a nutshell, it argues you can only have 1-2 intimate friends. 5 close friends: people who would drop everything to come help you if you were in trouble. 15 core friends (which include all the ones already mentioned) that form the bulk of your social life. They trace it all the way to 500 acquaintances, 1500 known names, and 5000 known faces. It’s a fascinating article. You should check it out.

It can seem pretty grim when you think of it in those terms. To have a new close friend, a different close friend has to go. But at the same time, that’s often the way it happens, isn’t it? You move, or they move, or jobs change, or whatever. I can’t imagine trying to keep up with 100 close friends. There’s no way I would have the time.

But at the same time, I recognize I’m only speaking from my own experience, so I wondered if I’m out of the norm here. How about you? Are you still friends with many people from high school? Junior high? Elementary school? How far back do your friends stretch? For this, I’m talking about active friendships. People you get more than a Christmas card a year from. People who interact with beyond Facebook likes. Please share.

And at the same time, this train of thought has led me to once again confirm what a vital role family plays in all of this. (Or at least, the role family can play. Sure, my friends have changed over the years, but my family has always been there. I always know generally where they are. I get updates on what they’re doing. To me, family exists in a realm outside that chart of friends I linked to. Not that you’re necessarily always interacting with them, but . . . they form a base of support that you can always come back to. At least, that’s how it feels to me.

What say you?

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Smile or Else

It’s easy to look around at other people and assume everyone else is doing great, and then look at yourself and wonder why in the world things are going so bad for you. As I’ve thought about it, in many ways it’s reflected in our current standard of smiling when you get your picture taken. I’ve sat through my fair share of family pictures, and there is often a lot of drama around the picture itself. (Drama that seems to go up exponentially the more people are involved in the picture.) Often, there’s a whole lot of yelling, crying, and grumpiness before and after that picture, but when it’s time to click the shutter, the smiles come out.

Actually, it’s made even more extreme by today’s tendency to take multiple pictures at the same time. Back when actual film was being used, you just took the picture and hoped for the best. Weeks later, you’d find out how you did. These days, you don’t just smile for that one picture, you smile for a bunch, and then you pick out which picture of all of them looks the best. (Typically, which one has the most smiles and open eyes.) In other words, there’s a lot of posturing involved in those pictures, all to make it look like folks are nothing but happy.

But we all know that’s not the case, even if we forget it when we’re looking at the pictures. The same is true in life in general. I’m always amazed when I find out what some of my friends or family members are facing, when all I typically see from them is happiness and fluff. The same is certainly true for me. There are times when I really feel like I’m on top of things, but there are also times when I feel like I’m in the middle of the ocean and I just forgot how to swim.

I have to try and do a better job at cutting other people slack. At understanding that there may be things going on in their lives that I have no idea about, and that (if I knew) I would definitely treat their “shortfalls” differently. We do that when we’re aware of what’s going on, but when we aren’t, why is it so easy to assume everything’s fine, and our irritation is justified? It makes me think of the Bruce Banner explaining how he controls the Hulk: he realized he’s always angry.

Anyway. Not much to add to this, other than a general encouragement for people to go easy on each other. That whole Golden Rule thing definitely applies in this case. Have a nice Thursday, peoples.

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